On the first day of college, I sat on the second row in the class and she was in the first row. Due to the first day, everyone was nervous and afraid of ragging. I was confident because of my nature (boldness) and I can easily face the challenges. But I saw her she was very nervous and was not able to give the answers to seniors' questions. I called her by putting my hands on her shoulder. She came towards me and we did a short introduction with each other. She told me that she belonged to a small village and now she was living in a relative’s house. Then the orientation ceremony had been started.
After it, I said to her to go to the canteen but she was quite sensitive and disturbed. Anyhow, we went to the canteen and after some time she went to her home. I forgot to take her contact number.
After one week, classes had been started and we sat together in class and even in the library. We were getting good friendships. She was not very open to me. She did not talk more about her family. I thought she was shy and an introvert girl. I told her everything about my family.
Time passed and we both had become best friends. I always used to protect her in every matter. I helped out her in assignments but when I got good marks she never got happy. She always used to taunt me. But I always ignored by saying it was her nature. Our final exams were near. We made preparations together for it. She came to my home for preparations and my mother always took care of her like her own daughter.
But I felt sometimes she got jealous of me, my clothes and my things. So the day of the result had come. I got the first rank all over. But her grades were lower than mine. She was continuously weeping. When I went to her she cursed me. I was shocked that she was my best friend and due to low grades she was behaving like this. I came near her she pushed me away and went off.
We had vacationed for one month. She did not contact me and never gave replies to my messages. I was badly hurt. I was thinking maybe she was upset. She might get fine after some days. When the vacations were over, we finally met face to face. I asked her about the matter. She did not reply to me and remained quiet. Everything between us was getting normal day by day. We used to study together again. We were on the same routine as earlier.
I had recovered after one month. Somehow I managed to take proper notes from the college. I started extra focus on work due to a lot of burdens. Now it was time to get admission slip from the college. I went to the examination controller room and asked about my slip. He told me that he did not receive any admission slip of my name. I was shocked and worried. He checked online and the worst thing which I never expected from my best friend that she did not submit my admission form.
At that time I was out of my mind. I went to her and asked about the matter. She said she had forgotten to submit my form. I was helpless at that time. I was crying loudly. She deceived me. My mind was not accepting this thing. I was unable to give exams that were she exactly wanted. I went home with a heavy heart. I wanted to make her call but she blocked me from everywhere. What was my fault? I asked to myself. “Trust” my inner voice replied. I trusted her blindly and she proved me blind. She was never my best friend.
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